Happy 5th Birthday, Son!
Today's ur birthday. 5 years came and went too quick; makes me both happy and sad that u r getting older. Sad because there were times I wasn’t around. Happy because I love the big supergoodboy that u've become. U r grown up into such an awesome, caring, loving and smart boy. Never thought u would hv become a boy who cares so much at this early age. So sweet and melts my heart. “Mommy it’s time for ur injection.” “Daddy needs to rest. He’s working all day long.” “Nenek leg is hurt.” “Atok said don’t play with sharps.” “It’s already 7 (dark), I’ll close the door.” “We have to send/fetch Esther & John.” “U cough. U want medicine?” “There’s phlegm. I got u tissue.” But this breaks my heart, “I don’t want u to go back to Saudi. I don’t want u to be alone.” Last few weeks I remember u told me, “I want a big birthday party where everyone surprises me with Happy Birthday Nayn. I want a dinosaur cake okay, mommy?” “I’m sorry sayang, we can’t afford a big party Nayn. Only