Happy 4th Birthday, Son!
Today's ur birthday. Tis time around is unlike every past 3 years I was with u each time u blew the candles on ur birthday cake. 4 years came and went too quick; makes me both happy and sad that u r getting older. Sad because I wasn't there watching u becoming a grown up kid. Happy because I love the big boy that u've become. U r grown up into such an awesome, caring, loving and smart boy. Never thought u would hv become a boy who knows how to hide emotion of longing a mother to be by his side cuddling and kissing him every day. We knew. Mommy knew. Daddy knew. So sweet and melts my heart. Baby, sometimes u like me calling u Nayn baby. Sometimes u ask me to call u Nayn boy. It depends on ur mood. Sometimes u said u want a baby boy, or sometimes baby girl and there's also time u want to be only u. Haaa tis is not up to u, kid. Last week I remember asking if u wanted a new bicycle and u said, "I don't want, I already hv bicycles (tricycles actul...